ok look, I actually restored my config after I tried all the possible fixes, i tell you not even a vanilla installation fixes it, and i dont want to bother my self to resinstall pfsense just to post new logs.
you can just use your imagination or common sense and think of those extra packages doesnt exits.
I repeat, I restored my config after I tried everything and gave up posted here to ask help and thus those logs says.
just fyi that pfblocker should not be causing issues anyway since it was disabled as I posted those logs.